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If he is breaking up with you!

If he is breaking up with you!

This is the message you will write to him

” Thank you so much my love coz if you loved me the same way, just as I did, which I know you did, I understand how difficult it must have been for you to decide that. If this relationship was wrong for us, I am glad it’s coming out from you, bcoz honestly, I cud never have gotten my self to accept that, let alone having confessed that to you.

I am sorry there was never a lesson in school about how two lovers behave once they are separated. And, I am a little too unsure if I have absolutely stopped having feelings for you, so I apologize but I don’t see any future for a friendship between us. Sorry that the consequences we are facing are not exactly what we can deal with right now but trust me when I say this .. “Time heals”

My love, I just want you to never regret having done what you did. If you believe in your heart that it was the right thing to do, then It sure must have been, bcoz I know you. 

I want you to never worry about me hating you, bcoz thats not something that I would ever be capable of doing. I will silently bless you in times and always feel greatful about having met you in the first place. 

Few days back I attended a wedding of a couple who did not know each other at first but the minute they met each other they knew they’d spend the rest of their lives together. If this was meant to be then it would have been but there’s a reason it isn’t and we will know that as time goes by. All the answers come eventually, have faith!”

Yours amazingly!

 
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Posted by on May 16, 2017 in Uncategorized

 

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So It is over…

So It is over…

The day i thought it was over between the both of us.. Well, obviously it wasn’t really over.. It was just the day when saying that to him seemed like a simpler option..
I kept believing all these days that there was still a way we could get back together.. Well, you know people, that’s the worst phase, not completely stopping..  You can’t push the break and still expect the car to run.. It just won’t… I deleted his contact from my phone and just yesterday when i saved it back, i saw his display picture on whats app with his ex..
I felt a sudden rush of i don’t know what.. Lol.. All of this is very new to me.. As he would always tell me, ‘you’re just 19’.. Well that’s what i told myself when i could not figure out the dilemma.. But after a few minutes all i just did was playing some super awesome songs and dancing like i didn’t care and well i was just wondering if i was celebrating the moment, when i finally knew he’s not holding onto me or if it was the only way to stay grounded and not fall apart, only way to explode the hope and stop believing..
Sometimes in life, you just won’t be okay.. Its a constant fight between what you are and what you have to be… And we always choose to be the latter coz we are too scared to be ourselves.. But then that’s how you will grow into being the best of yourself… ‘Having to be’ will just not let u understand yourself.. So next time when you fall and you feel pain, shout and express it.. Bcoz its completely alright.. You are acting human and that’s not a crime.. If the others are human to, they’d sympathise with you instead of making fun..  Don’t be scared of those idiot who’d laugh.. Well they have nothing better to do so that’s how they make themselves happy… Yeah, but remember to get up, its okay to ask for a bit of help but the walking is an independent    activity and on the way remember to be glad, that you made a few people laugh.. So it can’t be that bad…
Be you.. Its okay to be stupid.. To fall apart, to cry, to be weak but then one day all those things just fall into place and you evolve to be a better person..
And for now, i’m planning to delete his contact forever, i’ll need time to figure out but yes i won’t run away from the fact that i’m in pain but this thing also teaches you that pain stops nothing.. You still breathe, your heart still beats for you, it’s just that your mind becomes to blinded to realise it… I believe, its this constant fight towards realising that and then all you would be feeling is ‘”GRATEFUL”

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Be you.. Just breathe sometimes and tell yourself "its okay"

 
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Posted by on July 31, 2014 in life, love

 

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Picturesss

Was just going through my old pictures and there was this constant smile on my face… Sometimes its weird how we forget how wonderfully we have lived.. Every moment seems like it had just happened yesterday.. We were that young and stupid and no 1 cared.  The best part was that ‘we’ did not care.. Now we just keep missing moments coz we are too occupied with the thinking part of it.. When did we become so tensed and feared to ‘live’.. How come its so difficult to remind yourself a moment when you cared less and lived more.. Why is it that we are constantly finding and losing ourselves at the same time… I believe the stuff that you know about yourself is enough to define you.. There’s nothing to dig in… For god sakes, we are not a piece of land.. Just make peace with whats on top and let the rest just breathe.. And then eventually you would just figure out and unwind the mysteries encircling you..

 
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Posted by on July 26, 2014 in Uncategorized

 

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