If he is breaking up with you!

If he is breaking up with you!

This is the message you will write to him

” Thank you so much my love coz if you loved me the same way, just as I did, which I know you did, I understand how difficult it must have been for you to decide that. If this relationship was wrong for us, I am glad it’s coming out from you, bcoz honestly, I cud never have gotten my self to accept that, let alone having confessed that to you.

I am sorry there was never a lesson in school about how two lovers behave once they are separated. And, I am a little too unsure if I have absolutely stopped having feelings for you, so I apologize but I don’t see any future for a friendship between us. Sorry that the consequences we are facing are not exactly what we can deal with right now but trust me when I say this .. “Time heals”

My love, I just want you to never regret having done what you did. If you believe in your heart that it was the right thing to do, then It sure must have been, bcoz I know you. 

I want you to never worry about me hating you, bcoz thats not something that I would ever be capable of doing. I will silently bless you in times and always feel greatful about having met you in the first place. 

Few days back I attended a wedding of a couple who did not know each other at first but the minute they met each other they knew they’d spend the rest of their lives together. If this was meant to be then it would have been but there’s a reason it isn’t and we will know that as time goes by. All the answers come eventually, have faith!”

Yours amazingly!

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Posted by on May 16, 2017 in Uncategorized


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Changing gender roles in the 21st century

As I get up this morning, 

I see my father preparing breakfast for the family,

While today, my working  mother left quite early..

I see my grandfather chopping the vegetables,
While my granny was counting her athletic medals..

My brother is a fashion designer,
While my sister hopes to be a drummer,
And I, pursue my dreams as a writer..

Today, At a restaurant,
I see a man breaking down at the bar counter,
While he was being served by a female bartender..

I ask my boyfriend,” can I pick you?”
He says, ” sure, then I’ll see you!”

This year, the world witnessed a unique possibility,
Mrs. Clinton was nominated for US presidency..

In my country,
A female boxer brings home the Olympic glory,
And her husband supports her through this journey..

“Love” unaware of the switch in gender roles,
Only recognized others for their pure hearted souls..

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Posted by on December 15, 2016 in Uncategorized


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For an old friend..

Hey ashhh… I know i got a lil tooo late in delivering this to you.. I had planned to give this to you on your bday but as u knw, mei thodi late latif hu.. But hopefully you’ll receive it and it will bring a smile on your face.. Rite now though u must b like ‘kya nautanki hai yeh??’ Hahah… I know lol ๐Ÿ˜›
Since you attempted to write a poem on my bday and let me mention, it felt amazing when i red it, i had a lump in my throat.. So now its my time to attempt a deadly poem for u ๐Ÿ˜› all the best.. I hope you survive it ๐Ÿ˜› hehe
The 1st time i saw you,
i was just wondering if there was anything similar in the cue..

I’m so glad, destiny had this planned,
And we created memories together which cud have us banned ๐Ÿ˜›

It sucked when we had to separate,
But it was just gods way to irritate..

When i knew you,
I was in awe of you..
No i had not fallen for u.. Lol ๐Ÿ˜›

life just kept getting exciting,
With you on the back bench,ย 
You having red the 3 mistakes
And making sure i read the 2nd one ๐Ÿ˜‰

Nothing really made sense during those fearful and fascinating days,
In the hands of life, we were just puppets made of clays..

A lot is happened, a lot is gone..
But i’ll always be your frnd, let me warn ๐Ÿ˜‰

@shhh, You have a sense of ease around you,
The way you walk, that wicked smile of yours, your hair you never care about.. Well that’s kinda wat sums up to define the fact that u just don’t give a shit.. I adore that thing about you.. Infact there were times when i tried to be that, but to my disappointment, i always failed..

I know there have been a million things that have happened in the these few years.. You’ve been through a lot and m sorry i couldn’t be there for you in your worst times.. But i know you’d be okay.. There is this instinct that you have, where you believe in the ‘okay’ a lot more than the other way round.. N even if it isn’t okay, m sure you’d always carry that ease around with yourself ๐Ÿ™‚
When i think about school, there isn’t much that strikes but when i think about our 9th and 10th ka madness.. The moment when i entered the 9th class for the 1st time, too scared to enter into the unknown n all i could hear was you calling my name ‘nishitaaa’ and the next thing i do is sit next to you…ย  N all i remember is that where it all started… I still cherish our frndship ash.. N m still vry glad, v met.. Our paths met somewhere ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

And lastly, i know i haven’t really been that active in your life..ย 
But if sometimes you’re having a dull day, i’m just a call away ๐Ÿ˜‰ย 
A vry happy bday n hope you always keep smiling with a pinch of ‘i don’t give a fuck about it’ attitude.. And that will just complete my frnd, whom i chose to sit besides, in that class ๐Ÿ™‚

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Posted by on September 2, 2014 in Uncategorized


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So It is over…

So It is over…

The day i thought it was over between the both of us.. Well, obviously it wasn’t really over.. It was just the day when saying that to him seemed like a simpler option..
I kept believing all these days that there was still a way we could get back together.. Well, you know people, that’s the worst phase, not completely stopping..  You can’t push the break and still expect the car to run.. It just won’t… I deleted his contact from my phone and just yesterday when i saved it back, i saw his display picture on whats app with his ex..
I felt a sudden rush of i don’t know what.. Lol.. All of this is very new to me.. As he would always tell me, ‘you’re just 19’.. Well that’s what i told myself when i could not figure out the dilemma.. But after a few minutes all i just did was playing some super awesome songs and dancing like i didn’t care and well i was just wondering if i was celebrating the moment, when i finally knew he’s not holding onto me or if it was the only way to stay grounded and not fall apart, only way to explode the hope and stop believing..
Sometimes in life, you just won’t be okay.. Its a constant fight between what you are and what you have to be… And we always choose to be the latter coz we are too scared to be ourselves.. But then that’s how you will grow into being the best of yourself… ‘Having to be’ will just not let u understand yourself.. So next time when you fall and you feel pain, shout and express it.. Bcoz its completely alright.. You are acting human and that’s not a crime.. If the others are human to, they’d sympathise with you instead of making fun..  Don’t be scared of those idiot who’d laugh.. Well they have nothing better to do so that’s how they make themselves happy… Yeah, but remember to get up, its okay to ask for a bit of help but the walking is an independent    activity and on the way remember to be glad, that you made a few people laugh.. So it can’t be that bad…
Be you.. Its okay to be stupid.. To fall apart, to cry, to be weak but then one day all those things just fall into place and you evolve to be a better person..
And for now, i’m planning to delete his contact forever, i’ll need time to figure out but yes i won’t run away from the fact that i’m in pain but this thing also teaches you that pain stops nothing.. You still breathe, your heart still beats for you, it’s just that your mind becomes to blinded to realise it… I believe, its this constant fight towards realising that and then all you would be feeling is ‘”GRATEFUL”


Be you.. Just breathe sometimes and tell yourself "its okay"

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Posted by on July 31, 2014 in life, love


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A sister’s poem ( i posted this on fb last year, on my brother’s bday)

And what do i say… MY bro, my strongest pillar who supports me most of the times wen i am wrongย ย and believes that i must experience this world through my own eyes!!!! sometimes u can just say a few things only for me to realize i wanted to hear exactly just that… There are things i have learnt frm u that make me a better person today.. Bt all of this is sumthin every girl in my place wud have said about a bro like u…but U c sweety i gotta b a lil ‘hatke’ just so that u knw i deserve a bro u… N then again a genuine part widin me says that i’d nevr b able to prove that… So lets just try!!!

Well, since the time i learnt to remember memories,
You were always around to ask me not to freeze…

Times wen v went to school together,
And i’d yell at you, coz mst of the times we’d miss the prayer…

How i wish to get those moments back,
And live it , remembering that it was never coming back!!!

Those million times i irritated you and a thousand times u were upset wid me,
It strengthened our bond, and u had to take all the blame,
coz i was too good wid my game…ย ย 

And bro you are everythin i wud have asked for,
That person up there loves me, and u r the greatest proof i’d forever c!!ย 

I’d fight my greatest battles, excitedly!!!,
Remembering i’ll be gettin back home to tell u all abt my stupidity…ย 

And all those sisters out there have every reason to envy me….
Well, i have the coolest bro, why not bet and we shall c!!

Times wen i posted things on your wall,ย 
And you’d comment sacastically , n i’d delete the post afterall…

I know you don’t like PDA… But common its your bday!!! ( haila!! Yeh bhi rhyme huaย ย )ย 

You better comment sumthin gud, orelse i won’t serve you food !!!ย ย 

Hehe.. P.s- i love you !!

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Posted by on July 27, 2014 in Uncategorized


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A little something that i wrote for my best friend and her boyfriend on their 1st anniversary..

Since the time wen i understood my bestie i knew she would be the worlds most apt girlfriend.. And every guy on earth wud b the luckiest to have her… Wen she would speak about how she doesn’t believe in the fact that good men exist, i knew there’s gonna be a guy who’s gonna change her life upside down, make her steady..make her believe.. Make her love..
   Near that pool wen i asked her to say a ‘yes’ in there for a moment i knew its gonna change all our lives… I have never seen her this happy, this contented, this complete untill u came in sounak… A small part of me did know that you wud matter a lot in her life n slowly her focus would shift from us but then i was happy to give that away.. She was focusing on herself!! She is so much better and emotionally stable now.. U r all in her talks, words, expressions.. As if you had always been there.. Always wid us.. i can’t think of a moment wen aaru was not in luv, she does that the best, lovin, caring and being herself.. Crazy crack head… More than my own love life, i wud forever protect your relationship… I promise to always stand up for you guys, whenever i need to.. U guys inspire me to believe.. To love and to hope… Sumday i’m gonna make that guy meet u guys n tell him all i want is to b like you guys… And he’s gonna love you both so much and for that reason i love him already :)…
    Never in my worst nightmares i can c u guys gettin away frm each other… Each day your love grows and so does my hope.. Sumday i am gettin my wifey to you.. Willingly lettin u take away my place.. While you’ll b waitin on the other end… I promise to travel that road with her while she reaches you, to forever belong to you… Officially ;)… A very happy anniversary wifey n jiju… May you guys forever remain happy and complete… I promise to cherish every moment while i c u guys growin into each other.. Aur kya bolu ‘ bas nazar naa lage’ :*


Posted by on July 27, 2014 in Uncategorized


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Was just going through my old pictures and there was this constant smile on my face… Sometimes its weird how we forget how wonderfully we have lived.. Every moment seems like it had just happened yesterday.. We were that young and stupid and no 1 cared.  The best part was that ‘we’ did not care.. Now we just keep missing moments coz we are too occupied with the thinking part of it.. When did we become so tensed and feared to ‘live’.. How come its so difficult to remind yourself a moment when you cared less and lived more.. Why is it that we are constantly finding and losing ourselves at the same time… I believe the stuff that you know about yourself is enough to define you.. There’s nothing to dig in… For god sakes, we are not a piece of land.. Just make peace with whats on top and let the rest just breathe.. And then eventually you would just figure out and unwind the mysteries encircling you..

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Posted by on July 26, 2014 in Uncategorized


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